dark side of hate

hate is a word we fear. we run from it, like rain fruns from thunder, falling to earth.
safe from the booming storm.
we're told not to speak of it, like a swear word. it must be washed out of our minds.
what happens when were are at the end of that line?
we feel the heat beating down on us. you can't run from it.
when you think his name a shot of love ruins through your veins, followed by that dropping of hope that they're never coming back.
all the wasted time. you learned to trust in love, they led you on to believe that you are their only one.
their be there to the end.
in my twisted head i followed through to my doom.

i learn to love.
i learn to live on the dark side of hate.

New Year

Hi. I haven't Written anything on here in awhile. But i have written a lot. my goal for this year is to write stuff atleast once a week. so where we go! :)

If he only knew i go through with all this crap just for him, he wouldn't be talkin' to those other girls

funeral

no matter how many times you tell yourself, it's not going to hurt it does, or your just not going to think about it, it somehow comes into you mind. && you see them with someone else talking && you say you should be the person there, instead of that other, but the thought of how much you love them, creeps into your mind like fog in the morning. && you forget about everything, && your just other mourner at your own funeral…

LIfe is Learing

Some times in life we learn to do things that hurt. We learn to get a long with people we wish we didn't have too. We learn that sometimes that crying is the best way to get out our feeling. We learn that some friends aren't going to be around forever. We learn that letting go of pain, can ruin some people && the hardest one of all to learn is watching someone that we l love, love someone else.

Watching

Watching the person you love, love someone else from the side lines is heart-breaking.

You see them && their happy life,

&& looking down to see your empty hand.

You want to be with them, the one holding their hand.

But your stll here alone hoping && praying the pain will leave,

Watching the person you love, love someone else from the side lines is heart-breaking.

Love can be the most pain thing we, humans, have to go through.

It can built us up, while at the same time, it can ruin us

&& looking down to see your empty hand.

I must have shed tears a million times, almost like

The butterflys i get when i see you, but

Watching the person you love, love someone else from the side lines is heartbreaking.

I can't never explain, how i feel when i'm around you.

My heart is full of joy, but my eyes are full of tears,

&& looking down to see your empty hand.

I love you, but my head doesn't agree.

My heart tells my that soon my pain will be gone, but

Watching the person you love, love someone else from the side lines is heart-breaking.

&& looking down to see your empty hand.

Sometimes life's like a river, your heart is like the current, it can take you places you could have never dreamed of.

If your head tells you that you Love someone it's wrong.

Loving someone with your head just don't cut it.

Love means doing something that your head may tell you is wrong, but your heart is telling you it's all right.